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i keep having these dreams where i'm back in japan, and i'm getting on trains and taking them to see my friends or go to places i like to go...

i've been having these dreams for months now , but recently i never make it to where i'm going. a while ago i used to get off the trains and see my friends... but now i always wake up before i get there.

then i cry irl.

変でしょ

今日は久しぶり死にたくないって思ってた